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a great deal of you understand i have actually currently…Unable To Start Investing Error… talked about the truth that i’ve gone through actually significant life transition and i thought that therapy would assist with that um would help you understand negate the the the supreme you understand the important things that occurred however it did not therefore um since i seemed like things were still not going the manner in which i believed that they ought to i was like nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore specifically because of the ex the expense and so i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still realizing that i need help like mentally i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you understand i discussed this in the narcissistic video however i’m going through those low and high mood swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i knew that i could not deal with by myself so i was desperately looking for a therapist i was frantically looking for one and i kept facing wall after wall after wall Unable To Start Investing Error

truly feel like she was taking notice of me and i in fact prefer video treatment um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t believe so but i actually prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had actually already been sort of speaking about and a few of the concerns that we have actually been discussing therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be actually distracted it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every now and then but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not know it simply was truly weird now better hope they they only utilize certified therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i simply wished to make sure everything was legitimate and it was um but the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not understand therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the with something that was like incredibly random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i said or like i do not know it simply didn’t seem like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you need to submit like this survey and they assign you to someone therefore i filled out the questionnaire once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t truly feel good to have to go through that process all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that said you really must be looking for someone who focuses on this i would encourage you to alter your company so then i had to fill up out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive adequate therefore then i signed up for a video for Unable To Start Investing Error

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually really delighted in about um better aid was the truth that i might talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the important things that i seemed like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.