Talkspace Tiffany Dubya | OFCRC

a lot of you know i’ve already…Talkspace Tiffany Dubya… talked about the fact that i have actually gone through really major life transition and i believed that treatment would help with that um would assist you know negate the the the supreme you understand the important things that happened but it did not and so um due to the fact that i felt like things were still not going the way that i thought that they should i was like nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore particularly because of the ex the expenditure therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still recognizing that i need help like psychologically i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the narcissistic video but i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i knew that i could not manage by myself so i was desperately searching for a therapist i was desperately searching for one and i kept running into wall after wall after wall Talkspace Tiffany Dubya

actually seem like she was focusing on me and i really choose video treatment um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so however i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had already been type of speaking about and a few of the issues that we have actually been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t really make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and just i do not know it simply was really strange now much better hope they they just make use of certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wanted to ensure whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you understand how they state you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not understand therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the with something that resembled super random or often she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it simply didn’t look like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they assign you to someone and so i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my situation and so that didn’t actually feel good to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really need to be looking for somebody who focuses on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i had to refill out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive adequate therefore then i registered for a video for Talkspace Tiffany Dubya

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the something that i truly really delighted in about um much better aid was the reality that i might talk with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the things that i seemed like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.