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a great deal of you know i’ve already…Talkspace Premera… spoken about the fact that i’ve gone through truly significant life transition and i thought that therapy would aid with that um would help you know negate the the the ultimate you know the thing that occurred however it did not and so um because i felt like things were still not going the way that i believed that they must i resembled nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer specifically because of the ex the expenditure and so i stopped seeing that therapist therefore fast forward a couple months later i’m still understanding that i need help like mentally i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you know i talked about this in the narcissistic video but i’m going through those low and high mood swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i knew that i could not manage by myself so i was frantically searching for a therapist i was desperately looking for one and i kept facing wall after wall after wall Talkspace Premera

actually feel like she was taking note of me and i actually prefer video therapy um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so however i really choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had actually already been kind of talking about and a few of the concerns that we have been talking about and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she appeared to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t truly make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t know it simply was really weird now better hope they they only make use of certified therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up since i just wanted to ensure whatever was legit and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side way i do not understand therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t actually feel as if that was the with something that was like super random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i said or like i don’t understand it just didn’t seem like she was super present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to complete like this questionnaire and they designate you to somebody therefore i filled out the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t actually feel excellent to have to go through that process all over once again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually ought to be searching for somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your company so then i had to fill up out the um survey once again go through that entire injury of filling it out again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive adequate and so then i signed up for a video for Talkspace Premera

It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually truly taken pleasure in about um much better help was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.