Neil Leibowitz Talkspace | OFCRC

a great deal of you understand i have actually already…Neil Leibowitz Talkspace… talked about the reality that i’ve gone through really significant life shift and i believed that treatment would assist with that um would assist you know negate the the the ultimate you understand the thing that happened however it did not and so um due to the fact that i seemed like things were still not going the manner in which i thought that they ought to i was like nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer specifically because of the ex the expenditure therefore i stopped seeing that therapist therefore fast forward a couple months later on i’m still realizing that i need assist like psychologically i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you know i discussed this in the narcissistic video but i’m going through those high and low mood swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i understood that i might not deal with by myself so i was desperately looking for a therapist i was desperately searching for one and i kept facing wall after wall after wall Neil Leibowitz Talkspace

really seem like she was taking note of me and i really choose video therapy um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i do not understand if they do therapy through e-mail i do not believe so but i actually prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had already been kind of discussing and some of the issues that we have been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually sidetracked it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every now and then however most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another direction and that didn’t truly make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i do not know it just was truly weird now much better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up since i simply wished to make sure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i do not truly understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not understand therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t really feel as if that was the with something that resembled very random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i said or like i don’t know it simply didn’t seem like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you need to submit like this survey and they appoint you to somebody therefore i filled out the survey again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t actually feel great to need to go through that process all over once again um however i resembled whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you actually need to be trying to find someone who specializes in this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i had to refill out the um survey again go through that whole injury of filling it out again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive adequate therefore then i signed up for a video for Neil Leibowitz Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i truly truly taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i might speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the important things that i seemed like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.